So its been a while!!!!

Man where do I begin? Things have been crazy since my last post my husband shipped off to the sand box AGAIN for the 3rd time oh and we found out that I am pregnant just weeks before he left. The very last thing I wanted was to be pregnant while my husband is gone but life happens and now that the shock has worn off we are super excited. I am now a week shy of being 8 months and we are having a girl, so things will even out a lil bit around here lol we have decided to name her Isabel Grace. It was a long stressful summer having some major issues with Aaron would say its all normal but his behavior this summer was far from normal. I am hoping and praying that his dad will in the end do what's best for him and get him some help need to before he ends up on the wrong path which is so far from what I want for any of my kids. Brianna and I ended the summer with a few quiet weeks at home just the two of us which was good and much needed and I am so grateful for my time with each one of my kids its truly time that I will cherish. So lastly my little girl, my baby started her first day of school today which was so very hard for me being as I can count on one hand how many times I have been away from her since the day she was born. She did very good in the morning until she asked me to stay and realized mommy couldn't stay with her but she made it through the day and when I picked her up she ran down the hall as fast as she could and jumped in my arms, very happy moment for me. The down side to it all was the fact that Brianna had a very hard time with missing daddy when I picked her up and was very down that daddy missed her first day of school but it made her feel better knowing that I told daddy all about it this morning. Until next time!!!!!

Deployment 2011-2012

Isabel Grace due 10/30/2011

Alex and Bri enjoying the pool

Brianna's first day of Pre-K 08/22/2011

All ready for school

My Husband!

My husband, the love of my life and my true personal hero.

He is having surgery this Thursday to correct his double vision and losen muscles that they think are too tight and causing his vision loss and I really wish I could say I am not scared but I am, we only have two eyes. What if they mess up?? What if he loses his vision?? Its terifying to even think about all the posibilities I am just hoping and praying for the best and maybe when they are done he won't even need glasses anymore. I worry about him like any wife would do but I won't verbalize my fears to him till after the fact because I know he himself is scared too. Please keep him in your thoughts and prayers that he will be just fine afterward because after all this is a glimpse of what our 3yr old might have to go through since she is experienceing the same problems and that in itself is the biggest reason my husband is being the giney pig as he calls it. Lots more to post later this week cuz its gonna be a busy one for us. Love you all and will write more soon.

I'm Done!!!!

I had my so called conference with Aaron's principal yesterday, first of all it was suppose to be a phone conference with his dad there well when she called me she informed me that my ex refused to do the conference. So as of now he can kiss my ass, I better not get anymore phone calls starting with "Aaron did ____ here." I am NO LONGER going to even hear it I am so feed up with him purposely shutting me out of my kid's lives but yet I am still expected to do the right thing.......what the hell is the right thing in this situation? Anyone know???? Because I don't have a damn clue, all I know is I am going to keep doing what is best for all 3 of my kids and he can kick rocks. To top everything off when everything happened with Allie I got behind on my child support and have tried to catch up only to find out they tap on interest so I have been fighting a losing battle, now I either pay or go to jail. Just one more stressor and I have got to find a way out of it. I am so sick of trying to do the best that I can do with myself and my family just to feel like I am being slapped harder in my face, I wonder how my husband does it putting up with all this crap??? I know he has got to love me otherwise he wouldn't still be here through all this crap. OK I am done ranting maybe later when I can think and make sense of everything I will...............well I will just keep you all updated if you don't like me doing it through ranting tough shit.

 Brianna and daddy(we thank you both)

OH PS we took Brianna to the Military Child Appreciation here on post and she had an awesome time. I am so glad that we were able to take the time and thank so many kids for their sacrifices to this country. Our soldiers put their lives on the line but their kids sacrifice their parents so they are able to say my daddy/mommy fights for your freedom. GOD BLESS OUR MILITARY!!!!

Brick Wall

This is my middle child Aaron James. He is so smart, imaginative, daring and bright. He has got so much potential and yet he is my trouble maker, or is he? I have been dealing with a lot of issues with Aaron in school in the last few months and I have now come to this conclusion.......it's NOT Aaron he's just not being heard so he is just screaming louder for someone to hear him. I honestly believe that the biggest problem is this brick wall I call his father who knocks down every idea that is actually in Aaron's best interest. I just don't understand why he is so quick to send MY kids to go live with his family and go to school and even at this point willing to allow my son to go to juvenile hall rather than come live with his MOTHER. After all that is exactly what Aaron is crying out to be heard about, this is where he wants to be and has verbalized this to his father. I WILL figure this out I just hope before its too late for my son.

Giving this a try.

So I have seen several posts my cousin has made using this site and I have been trying to figure out whether or not I should give this a shot so here we are. Basic rundown of what's been going on........I am now 28....wow yeah 28 I can't believe it either, I have 3 beautiful children I have 2 boys John Alexander(Alex) who is 10 going on 30 and Aaron James who is 8 going on 9 lol and my daughter Brianna Marie is 3 will be 4 in September. I have been married to my wonderful husband for 6yrs now and for the record being an Army wife isn't all its cracked up to be. We just moved back to Texas almost a year ago after being stationed in Fort Hell.....oh I mean Fort Irwin, Ca lol. There is so much more I can update but not gonna really waste my time or yours cuz if you know me then you already know what's been going on with me and my family. I am just really gonna be using this site as a way to get my feelings on different things out there and update every now and then on how my family is doing......that's the plan anyway :) See y'all around.